Through My Eyes

It’s been a while, since we last spoke
I’ve been good, with many stories to stoke
Years won’t matter, decades won’t make me change
Those memories with you, will never be revoked

I still remember, every smile you made
Every look of pride, every respect I paid
I still miss all those moments with you
I still believe, memories of these years will never fade

It’s a new promising dawn, and a major change
A new beginning, yet nothing to exchange
I am still keeping your pride, and you’re still with me
Nothing different, no priorities to rearrange

Years to rise, years to shine
A year to grow, a year to draw the line
I feel you around me, this year or any other
And for the years to come, I saw the sign

"You live for the fight when it’s all that you’ve got"
You don’t hide from it, you have to take your shot
That’s what you taught me, that’s what I believe
Never say I couldn’t, never say I forgot

There’s no way back, there’s no retreat
More dreams, aspirations and targets to meet
I need you beside me, I need your warmth
I need you to believe in me, there is no option for defeat

You are always with me, you can always see
What’s deep within me, what i long to be
I’ll always talk to you, I will keep my vow
I will always feel you beside me, you’ll always be with me

Another Piece … Through My Eyes

Another year, another date i respect
Another start in my life, more goals to be met
Tonight i am writing you again, tonight i am keeping my promise
How can i ever break it? for it i am always ready and set

I’m still trying hard, I am still abiding to my vow
Still holding to your picture, with respect i bow
Lots of things i want to share, lots of stories to tell
But you were always with me, you know it all by now

It’s a new beginning, not only for me
It’s a new day for me, them, and even thee
It’s a pride you built in me, rising every day
It’s a chance to achieve what i always yearned to be

Been on the cross roads, I still am
Changes have been all over, still on the horizon to jam
With faith in god, I can still be strong
With faith in you, I can climb the highest dam

One continent, two, or even three
Been on the open road, forever will be
Making my way, sincerely working on it
Waiting for the next date, to tell you, to comfort thee

No matter what comes my way, I am still your child
I am still up for what’s coming, whether sour or mild
You’re never far from me, you’re always by my side
I will always abide to my promise, all the way through my ride

I wish you were here to see, what you built in me
You’ve always been here to support me, forever will be
And I can still hearing you telling me, that you still believe
And I still believe in you, my high hopes, and I respect your pride in me

Another Piece … Through My Eyes

I’m here again, I will never forget
I will never pass a day, never leave room for regret
tonight i am writing you, tonight i feel alive
tonight i tell you more, about my will to survive

I’m still abiding to my promise, forever will be
I still remember your last look, still loyal to thee
I’m still on my way, no matter how the road can turn
I still believe in you, and believe in me

I apologize, for every wrong i did
I am sorry for every sin, every secret i hid
I turn my back to the past, and look up for what’s next
I am still in this auction, to place the highest bid

I am here again, it’s our date
You’re the best pal i have, my favorite mate
I shall not speak to any other, or ask for help
When you’re still beside me, you and my belief in fate

On the crossroads, and forever will be
I may gamble to win, but that’s what you built in me
To take chances, walk the extra mile
I learnt to be always there, i learnt from thee

You’re the one i still believe in, no matter how hard is the tide
you’re the one i see in my dreams, you’re a reason for my pride
and this is the day i wait for you, year after year
I’m not ashamed of my faith in you, and i will never hide

Again i repeat, I’m still how you want me to be
I’m still abiding to my promise, to my vow to thee
I’m still breaking free, for thousands of pride moments to see
Whatever twists i meet, whatever turns i take
The picture of you is still in me, till it’s a picture of you … and me

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My thought’s are endless, with a thousand words to say
I can never say it all, try as i may
tonight i write you a message, and i am sure it will get through
and i faithfuly beleive, i am still living here with you

As long as your voice still sounds in my ears
as long as i can still grasp your love, year after year
i can hold you close, and i can still dream of you
i can never deny, how you are so near

You never left, you’re always by my side
you never walked out of my life, i can feel you beside
maybe i miss you, maybe i wish you were here
but in the heart of mine, you still reside

I can’t forget, the tenderness of your touch
the love you gave, never seen as much
i can still remember, the look in your eyes
when you knew it was time to say goodbye

I can’t forget, what you built in me
and how you made the truth infront of me, so obvious to see
how i am thankful to everything you were
in every single way, a real man can be

Tonight i tell you, you can still feel the pride
and i reassure you, to my vow i still abide
i will never be down, or fear the world outside
and i know that in my dreams, me and you will collide
you’re still beside me, however strong is the tide …

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Looking at the book of my life, i chose an old page to view
a page with a picture with joy all over that felt so true
portraying a day, with green all over, and the sky so blue …

On That day under the cheerful rainbow
on that day under the warmth of the sun
on that day, i sheltered in your shadow
on that day, i never thought it’ll be gone …

Never thought it’ll be over
never thought it’ll be history
never thought i’ll miss that day that much
And remember throughout my life days as such

Tonight i am yours, and the words i write
tonight i send you another letter, to tell you i am doing what’s right
feeling nostalgic, smelling the perfume of the past
remembering when you used to hold me, your embrace … so tight …

Tonight i repeat, and i don’t need any reply
you’re a guiding light, for me to take off and fly
i’ll make you proud, throughout my life … til the day i die
With god’s help with faith … with no doubt
i repeat the words … i promised … vowed …

What you left is not just a memory
it’s a life you tought, a never ending story
it’s a pride you had, a love that’s meant to last
You’re never too far and not just a sweet … beautiful past

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I look into your eyes and i wonder why
i drown into the seas of blue, survive … i wouldn’t try
i chose to fall for you, i chose … i can’t explain
if love were a choice, who would choose such pain

let me talk about you, but dun get me wrong
let me say what’s true, let me write you a song
a song so honest … a song about you

“I see her standing there, i can feel it when she cry
i’ll see her in my dreams, till the running rivers dry
till the clouds stop moving, till there is no more rain
… if love were a choice, who would choose such pain

She opened the door, came in so fast
with a daring smile, in my memory printed, forever will last
destination my heart, came strong as a train
… if love were a choice, who would choose such pain

poetry in motion, with a sentimental look
can write her a piece of poetry, two, or even a book
pleasent tongue, words so strong yet so plain
she’s more than a philosophy, or a knowledge i can gain
… if love were a choice, who would choose such pain

when bleeding my wounds out, i won’t search for a cure
i’ll wait for her vixen, so natural so pure
will write about her, even if my poetry is in vain
… if love were a choice, who would choose such pain

Tell her i can’t live without her smile
the world will stop revolving, if she hid it for a while
if she’s out of reach, i will die till i see her again
… if love were a choice, who would choose such pain”

This is your song, you can tell the whole world
that you’re the one who gave my silent guitar a chord

how could i forget,when you give me a reason for life worthwhile
will reach for you, even if you’re away a for thousand mile … n’ a mile

Mad about you, will drive fast in the wrong lane
knowing that love is NOT a choice, but I CHOSE your beautiful pain …

Another Piece … Through My Eyes

Tonight i write this song
by the fire light, nothing with me is going wrong
all is fine, all is okay
and i am still going strong, on my way

i turn the page and write this
if there’s someone on this earth i miss
This night i miss you, this night its true
this night i love you and will always do

since the moment you walked through this door
since the moment you hit my heart in the core
till the moment i am gone, till the moment i am through
i will always remember you, will always do

You’re a reason, and the faith in me
you’re a reason for holding on, faith and thee
i promised i vowed, i give you a sign i may have cried
but i am still strong, and will always belong
to here, will always yearn and long

you’re never far, you are still so near
i wrote this before, i have no fear
you’re with me wherever i go, you’re with me i feel it so strong
tonight i miss you… tonight i write this song

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Tried to take it all away
i dun wanna fall into doubts anymore
afraid to surrender my heart to you
Tried to fight till the light of day
but your picture chases me more and more
why am i here again, i wish i knew

I dun wanna have another crack in what’s laying down below
i dun want another failing passion, or emotion .. away blown

No one noticed when i stared at you
it was the silence ….. in the crowd
it was the pause, that stopped time still
no one noticed …. but me and you

Our eyes met like never before … yours holding
me
i felt that an angel was sent down for me
a perfect love like i always wished to hold
to face the high & low … for the world to see
i had the dream of you and i, together for good

looking at my memories, i’ve been there before
but it wasn’t really you …. can i tell you more??
i felt it so strong, though so hard to believe
i never had my heart on my sleeve
and i will never let it show …

i loved just the way you are
the angel inside, but never too far
your smile said alot, but it never really shown
if it is another night, or the break of down

Time passed so fast, that i didn’t really notice
The one thing that may be true
you just left an unwritten, unspoken notice
I am not … there for you …

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This time, this day
not summer’s hot, not chill of May

Holding through the night is always hard and tough
and you believe, God won’t cut you off
Turn the page, i heard it says
Turn the page that’s what it meant

The Scent is back, the days so bright
the scent is back, to do it all so right
here i stand, so strong again
knowing the key … no pain no gain
Turn the page, i heard it says
Turn the page that’s what it meant

Turn the page, will forget it all
walk away from things that made me fall
stand up again as one, as a whole
no pieces of me out there on the floor
Turn the page, i heard it says
Turn the page that’s what it meant

New begining, That’s what they call this new chapter, or phase that is
no matter what they call, it’s still the same old me
i never changed, same as thee
Turn the page, i heard it says
Turn the page that’s what it meant

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I have no other way .. no i have
i am trying to say what i would been have

That was so near, so near, it might have been
if it hadn’t been for what’s written to be seen

It was so near, faster than a blink
but there is more, much more than what i can think and more to be written with this ink

God i am feeling it all, the stone i need to wake me up
its a day i will never forget, nothing can rub

God i thank you for waking me up, i need it so strong
i thank you for letting me know, the right from wrong

If i must be like them, to get into their world
i’ll refuse to be there, a conqurer or lose it i would

If i come to die, i’d prefer to die what i am before i go to where
where i will be beside you, i know i should
i must do it as good, as good as i would

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Loved me an unconditional love
with a pure untouched heart
sacrificed dreams you dreamt of
building a bigger dream inside of you … about me

Lived your life just for me
taking me as far as it can be
having nothin for you to achieve

With faith and love you gave me life
life no one else could reach
and left something inside of me
many others dreamt of

Staring at the sky … full of stars
knowing you are there watching me
waiting for the pride you built in me
waiting for what i have for you to see
having faith in god and …. waiting for the best in me

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I’ve Just felt it now
from a very long time
the wounds that i have
my everly unbroken vow

is it missing??
is there something missing in this game
will i fight this battle till the end … without shame

please let me tell you about it
its not about you, its only me in it
i am the one who lost, fought, reached
got it back, will go with it

God i thank you for the war i am in
i am a soldier who will never give in
even if i will lose and get more pain
its my battle, my degnitiy to have within

even though i have to sacrifice
but isn’t it sure, you give to take
even if i may lose it all
my faith is the only weapon that no one can take

if i cry out my wounds
may be they will seem to help
but its just like the voice with no chords
a missle with no fire
a moon without a guiding light

will keep it inside,
for me to hold,
for me to fight,
for me to decide

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Let the rain fall down
and take away my fears
Let the heart beat make earth quakes down beneath

missed the battle searched deserts for it
searched every single place , now i am back on my feet

even when you’re losing and you must retreat
take better postitions, hit strong and neat

losing losing nothing there to fight for
search deep inside, your are still alive,
its your life, its your only war

they deserted you, broke you into tears
you gotta believe it, feel it in your dreams
its only you to fight, …. not only so it seems

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It’s quite obvious we’re apart
cast away on my lonely island …
and you never seem to pass by, when the time is right
i am sending you this message in a bottle, hoping to reach you
just to let you know … i am letting you go

through the tough and hard i held on to you
i made you my reason to get me through
but you never seem to pass by on my lonely island

I’ll decide to let you go, though my heart is broken
this is not all i have … still more words unspoken
if you came by, my arms will still be wide open
Nothing new … i’ve been a fool for you

Through your twists of hesitations, your ups and downs, i’ve waited for you
believed the coincidence of knowing you … is too good to be true
you’re never clear to let me know
whether my muse is someone else, or its really you

I’ll decide to let you go, though my heart is broken
this is not all i have … still more words unspoken
if you came by, my arms will still be wide open
Nothing new … i’ve been a fool for you

Late at night, by the fire light
I’ll dream again, dream once more
on my lonely island and the stars around
i’ll never leave this island … to fall and touch the ground

I’ll decide to let you go, though my heart is broken
this is not all i have … still more words unspoken
if you came by, my arms will still be wide open
Nothing new … i’ve been a fool for you

My pride is what i have and i won’t let it break
I won’t wait for you anymore to get you awake
But this is no good bye, no adios, no end of time
you’ll still be … a true friend of mine …

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It’s God i thank, through the tough and hard
he’s the most reliable, more than a contract, or a friend’s card
so close, no matter how far i seem to be
he’s everything, the first, last resort for me

forgive me for my sins, all what i did wrong
I am forever yours and will always to you belong
God is the light … everlasting

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I felt that vibe inside my heart, when you were so near
i knew that love is here for me, and i am for it, with no fear
the sweet december breeze, after the cold november rain
came my way willing to ease my pain

You are a “muse” that shined my sky
always waited for you, and searched by every mean and did try
till the day you came and erased every lie
but she .. she’s no muse of mine

You’re an angel loved by all, i know you’ll catch me whenever i fall
i cherish every moment i lived with you,
every night every second, felt so true
but she .. she’s no muse of mine

Because of you, i regret everything wrong i’ve done
everytime i looked away, or hid or run,
you’re pure enough to be the one
but she .. she’s no muse of mine

You took me away from my “so called” world
where i never thought i’d belong
you sent me back to where i loved, where i felt so strong
but she .. she’s no muse of mine

You shaped my world to a better place,
shined like a star with million lights without a trace

but she .. she left me on the open road on my own
questioning my love.. true, or away blown
she .. she’s no muse of mine

Time??
May be knew you for a couple of days, a week or two
you added to my life more than i had ever imagined, written or drew
you are the reason i stand again
walking away from the black dots in my life, forgetting all my pain
but she .. she’s no muse of mine

Space??
May be you’re miles away, but i am here for you,
you’re in a city and i am in another
my heart is right with you in this place or any other
whatever the distance counts .. i’ll long for you
but she .. she’s no muse of mine

Space and time dun matter to me,
a lonely seed DO create a tree
that’s how i will nourish what i feel for you
in everynight till the morning dew
but she .. she’s no muse of mine

You’re the Reason i am writing This,
I’ll fight for you and pray to God not to miss
you’re a hope i have like an arrow in my bow
whatever they say, you in my life are more than a bliss
but she .. she’s no muse of mine

Till the day we are one i will remember you
will keep your picture in my heart to help me through
thanking you for invading my life and make me fall
to the most beautiful occupation, i’ve ever knew
And you’ll be … the true love of mine …

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